
[00:00.03] Now you see me standin' in the lights [00:03.03] But you never saw my sacrifice [00:06.48] Or all the nights I had to struggle to survive [00:12.47] Had to lose it all to win the fight [00:15.35] I had to fall so many times [00:18.69] (Oh-oh-oh) now I'm the last one standin' [00:24.43] Uh, you weren't with me on the cold block nights [00:26.77] Now you front row for the spotlight [00:28.46] Now the diamonds in the Audemars bright [00:30.25] Jets overseas for a far flight (oh-oh-oh) [00:31.83] Young nigga on bullshit, and I ball on 'em, Bill Cartwright [00:34.45] Knew I could shine through the darkness [00:35.95] I guess I always been a star type [00:37.80] That lion in me made my heart fight [00:39.47] Could've been a victim of a opp pipe [00:40.87] Took a million risks just to get to this [00:42.41] 'Cause we ain't the ones that the cops like [00:43.98] Been so many times God tested me [00:45.45] They only see the answers I got right [00:47.01] They commentin' all on the blogs [00:48.53] Tryna tell me how to live my life [00:50.51] And I waited so patiently [00:51.67] If you could take off, don't wait for me [00:53.29] No days off, grind faithfully [00:54.99] I keep thankin' God for savin' me [00:56.59] Front line, showcasin' our bravery [00:57.92] I know that top spot, it was made for me [00:59.33] It all paid off, so we felt the struggle so painfully [01:02.18] Now you see me standin' in the lights [01:05.15] But you never saw my sacrifice [01:08.34] Or all the nights I had to struggle to survive [01:14.31] Had to lose it all to win the fight [01:17.39] I had to fall so many times [01:20.62] (Oh-oh-oh) now I'm the last one standin' [01:28.08] Yeah, you know the code we gotta live by [01:30.75] Never mind all the ice cubes on this wrist, wearin' the big body [01:33.62] Live by the gun, get bodied, or it's hella time in that cell [01:36.81] It was hella times where I failed, when I had to double back from them Ls [01:39.52] Bet he don't double back when he tell [01:41.29] 'Cause it ain't no comin' back when you tell [01:42.77] Why would you leave me here by myself? A nigga be lonely [01:45.75] Ayy, I blew the whole bag on they flights, ain't leavin' the homies [01:48.64] If he really gang, then get him a chain, no cubic zirconies [01:51.61] Why is arm in a stogey? Stood firm, never folded [01:54.65] Furthest thing from a rodent, you put the jacket on and you bogus [01:57.30] Yeah, big dawg and they know it [01:58.98] I had to spin off to stay focused [02:00.86] Longev' on the motion [02:01.98] We don't abandon ship when it's hopeless [02:03.54] Said I've been broke before and they know it [02:04.18] I make it look easy [02:07.32] Like I made it overnight [02:10.05] I make it look easy [02:13.67] But you don't see the dark side [02:16.31] And all of the monsters I had to fight [02:20.96] And all of the nightmares, made me stronger than life (yeah) [02:29.95] Y'all say (what?) I've changed (huh?) [02:31.33] Really, though? (Tell me) how so? (I got) [02:33.08] Got all (what?) this bread (yeah) [02:34.64] I'm still (what?) sour though (huh) [02:36.30] I don't know (I'm a) square peg (in a) round hole (yeah) [02:38.32] Like a block of cheese in a paper towel roll [02:39.74] Rocky Balboa (I) never been no (what?) towel thrower [02:42.18] Even when I got kicked to the curb (yeah) [02:43.75] Life knocked my dick in the dirt [02:45.13] I got back up, flipped it the bird 'til I earned the attention I yearned [02:47.53] Not to mention, I learned how to turn resentment and hurt [02:49.18] To an unquenchable thirst, in the simplest terms [02:51.05] It's revenge of the nerd, in every sense of the word [02:53.45] But all you see is the fame and the millions [02:55.37] You don't see the strength, the resilience (nah) [02:56.92] How I rack my brain, but it feels as if I'm tryna explain it to children (damn) [02:59.91] So a lot of this pain isn't healin', no escapin' it, this anger is spillin' [03:02.91] Almost like recreatin' the feelin' of 9-11 when the second plane hit the building [03:06.14] So let 'em paint you the villain [03:07.66] Some of this just may be a symptom (yeah) [03:09.12] Of havin' way too much income (mm) [03:10.82] But when you struggled every day just to get some (yeah) [03:12.23] Now all of this hate is a syndrome (yuh) [03:13.81] When they can't relate, and that stems from (what?) [03:15.47] Money lookin' like it grows on trees [03:17.02] Yeah, they're green but those aren't leaves (leaves) [03:18.93] Sufficed to say, with every sacrifice I made [03:21.43] It's like I gave up my life to fame [03:23.08] All the nights that I lied awake [03:24.45] Nights I stayed up to write and pray [03:26.09] Had to claw, scratch, and fight my way [03:27.64] Just follow me, and I'll light the way [03:29.29] Look to the hook if your sky look grey (sky look grey) [03:31.17] And rappers, how can we be on the same level now? [03:33.28] When I gotta look down and see these clowns that are on the ground [03:35.68] Bitch, I got the clouds beneath me [03:37.00] Ever since I put out the EP to the height of 2003-me [03:40.03] You ain't see the struggle to make it out The D [03:41.47] Because I made it somehow look easy [03:43.06] Now you see me standin' in the lights [03:46.06] But you never saw my sacrifice [03:49.31] Or all the nights I had to struggle to survive [03:55.54] Had to lose it all to win the fight [03:58.52] I had to fall so many times [04:01.77] (Oh-oh-oh) now I'm the last one standin' [04:07.71] (Oh-oh-oh) now I'm the last one standin' [04:13.65]
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