Best For Me

[00:00.02] How can you love someone and learn to let them go?
[00:06.74] How can we fall apart on things we'll never know?
[00:12.98] And isn't it funny you can change your ways
[00:16.65] For someone to fill in your empty space?
[00:19.64] Tell me, is it really love if you have to ask if they'll stay?
[00:25.73] Yeah, I got somebody I love (yeah)
[00:28.48] Someone who's really important to me, but now they addicted to drugs (damn)
[00:31.65] Someone who not who they used to be and we ain't been keepin' in touch (yeah)
[00:34.75] I ain't gonna say any names at all 'cause I don't want no one to judge (whoa)
[00:38.27] But I wrote this song in hopes when they'll hear it, they'll never forget who they was
[00:41.32] I hope you feelin' your spirit enough (Joyner)
[00:43.21] I wanna just tell you I love you in case that you really don't hear it as much (whoa)
[00:46.61] I know we ain't talked in a while, but fuck it, I really don't care what it was
[00:49.34] I wanna reach out, but you keep on shuttin' me down, or you ain't been carin' as much
[00:52.56] And what the fuck happened to you? (Fuck happened to you?)
[00:54.92] You're losin' a fight (damn)
[00:56.32] I never thought I'd see the day that you let addiction ruin your life
[00:58.93] Everyone callin' that shit a disease and you makin' feel like you in the right
[01:02.41] But I hate the fact that you really be usin' that as an excuse to do what you like
[01:05.57] Or do what you might (do what you might, whoa)
[01:07.12] And I keep on prayin' and reachin' for you (for you)
[01:09.34] I hope you look in the mirror and see all the things I been seein' in you
[01:12.24] Hope your reflection'll send you a message and show you this shit is much deeper than you
[01:15.68] If you don't believe in yourself, then you'll never believe in somebody believin' in you
[01:18.55] When I gotta tell you truth (tell you the truth)
[01:20.69] 'Cause I'm 'bout to lose it (lose it)
[01:22.24] And you wan' deny all about it and just wanna make up a million excuses (excuses)
[01:24.99] Tearin' our family apart, but you'll leave us scarred and everyone bruises
[01:28.37] Every decision affectin' us all and if you get lost, then everyone loses for real
[01:33.18] And I'ma be next to leave
[01:34.88] I know that God got a plan and He ain't fulfillin' your destiny
[01:38.00] Much as I need you, I will not be stickin' around or watchin' you rest in peace
[01:41.13] I promise, I love you, but I gotta do what's best for me
[01:43.67] How can you love someone and learn to let them go?
[01:49.96] How can we fall apart on things we'll never know?
[01:56.66] And isn't it funny you can change your ways
[02:00.01] For someone to fill in your empty space?
[02:03.24] Tell me, is it really love if you have to ask if they'll stay? (Tell me)
[02:10.23] Look, I know you been callin' for me (yeah)
[02:12.97] You hittin' my phone, but I been alone so long, I'm harder to reach (Joyner)
[02:16.41] I know you ain't say any names, but I got a feeling you talkin' to me
[02:19.35] I hate when these demons get into my soul, I feel like I'm caught in the beefs (uh)
[02:22.79] How do I look go of something I know is something is bigger and stronger than me?
[02:25.93] If I could be honest, I'll tell you the truth, I'm not who you want me to be (nah)
[02:29.19] Nobody is perfect, not even you, so why you keep targettin' me?
[02:31.65] I feel like we can't even have a genuine convo without you startin' to preach
[02:35.37] I feel like a dog on a leash, it's not what I need
[02:38.21] Livin' in hell, warned you when I gotta leave, like how can I breathe?
[02:40.98] And how you gon' tell me addiction's not a disease? Fuck do you mean?
[02:44.27] If it's not a disease, then why has it gotten to me? It's not what it seems
[02:47.69] But you always be makin' me feel like the problem's me
[02:49.71] I'm not gonna be who you want me to be, let God decide it for me
[02:52.90] And speakin' of God, how the fuck you know all of the plan's He's gotten for me?
[02:56.02] So give me a break
[02:57.49] I been inchin' away from tryna get outta this dream, I'm driftin' away
[03:00.46] How come you only there for me when I be tryna get clean? My biggest mistake
[03:03.62] Is me wishin' that things were different, I feel like the drugs is made for sinnin'
[03:06.83] It's why I been stuck in the same position, fuck
[03:09.05] I'm fallin', but I cannot budge
[03:10.30] Been wonderin' why I'm in love with a strange addiction
[03:12.51] And why the fuck you always playin' the victim?
[03:14.34] Lot of this shit that you hate to mention
[03:15.50] It sucks 'cause I had to taint your vision
[03:17.14] But ain't nothin' left for me
[03:18.72] So you could just quit addressin' me
[03:20.47] I guess it's just my destiny
[03:22.01] So take me as I am or let me be, I'm tired of you stressin' me
[03:25.33] 'Cause shit, I gotta do what's best for me
[03:27.42] How can you love someone and learn to let them go?
[03:34.23] How can we fall apart on things we'll never know?
[03:40.41] And isn't it funny you can change your ways
[03:43.94] For someone to fill in your empty space?
[03:46.98] Tell me, is it really love if you have to ask if they'll stay?
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