It's Been Awhile

[00:17.88] And it's been a while
[00:19.52] Since I could hold my head up high
[00:26.15] And it's been a while
[00:27.96] Since I first saw you
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[00:34.21] And it's been a while
[00:36.25] Since I could stand on my own two feet again
[00:42.65] And it's been a while
[00:44.23] Since I could call you
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[00:50.88] And everything I can't remember
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[00:59.04] As fucked up as it all may seem
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[01:07.30] The consequences that are rendered
[01:15.42] I've stretched myself beyond my means
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[01:23.54] And it's been a while
[01:25.38] Since I can say that I wasn't addicted
[01:30.76] And it's been a while
[01:33.53] Since I can say I love myself as well, and
[01:40.03] And it's been a while
[01:41.88] Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do
[01:48.25] And it's been a while
[01:50.15] But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you
[01:56.47] And everything I can't remember
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[02:04.62] As fucked up as it all may seem
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[02:12.81] The consequences that I've rendered
[02:20.71] I've gone and fucked things up again, again
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[02:33.74] Why must I feel this way?
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[02:41.97] Just make this go away
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[02:49.92] Just one more peaceful day
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[03:01.72] And it's been a while
[03:03.53] Since I could look at myself straight
[03:10.01] And it's been a while
[03:11.97] Since I said I'm sorry
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[03:18.52] And it's been a while
[03:20.13] Since I've seen the way the candles light your face
[03:26.63] And it's been a while
[03:28.58] But I can still remember just the way you taste
[03:34.95] And everything I can't remember
[03:42.99] As fucked up as it all may seem to be, I know it's me
[03:51.04] I cannot blame this on my father
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[03:59.29] He did the best he could for me
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[04:07.07] And it's been a while
[04:08.88] Since I could hold my head up high
[04:15.38] And it's been a while
[04:17.30] Since I said I'm sorry
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